Mutants

Monday, June 12, 2006

IT's been a long time.. a really long time. but i guess i can't help it.

IT's the holidaes now but mine doesn't seem much.

THIS is the plan: After my holidays end, it's the beginning of the mid-year examinations.
Straight after the exams, it's the kayaking nationals.

SO, my holidays been screwed up by studying and trainings. It's not like i can complain much about it but i guess this is what i got myself into in the first place.

ABOUT my life now. My trainings are every monday, tuesdae, thursday and sat. but it ends this week so that we can prepare for the exams. The road is tough from now on and i hope it doesn't get any worse. Not to mention, i have been neglecting my project work. Can someone plan my activities for me? =P

Looking on the bright side, it's not really that awful. I get to plae games. haha. AND i guess it's has become mandatory for the gang of us to meet up every week or 2. Even though we are not that close as in terms of distance now, we never fail to make it a point to maintain contact with each other. cool huh? =D

Wanna know about my Kayaking? well the latest news is that i broke a paddle a few weeks ago. IT's a complicated story so don't ask how. maybe i'm too strong already =P i was lucky the teacher in charge didn't ask me to pay coz one paddle cost roughly about $450. He even said he wanted to frame it up on the notice board. cool right? haha. now we have just shifted our training to macritchie instead of kallang. had my first training there and i can tell you straight away i didn't like it. first of all i would like to state that i don't work well with people. especially if i don't feel any connection with him/her. as in like i know what's he/she is thinking. yah, i have this type of connection with some of my close friends. great hoRz? =P SO, as the story goes.. there was this freaking direction problem. i don't know why but it doesn't seem to get into my partner's head that he is supposed to be in charge of the direction cause i can't see the front. and furthermore, he doesn't communicate with me. AM I that scary or insociable? i hate to continue this but if i really can't stand it i guess I can always jump overboard into the water =D haha. i'll continue to work on it though.

I've been studying for the past few days. or at least trying to study. but it's difficult. IT's not like secondary school where everything is there. Well, actually everything is there. But it's so complicated. and besides, you don't get sufficient practise. all i can say is that i'm stuck. but i think that this is something that i have to get out of on my own as things out there aren't getting any easier. as a proverb in chinese said, "Jie ling hai xu ji ling ren". Meaning, the person who created the problem should be also the one to solve it. sorry my chinese it not that great. but i'm desperately trying to improve =D

time does not wait..
i also don't want to wait for time..

i better get back to reality.

have fun everyone. if anyone of u miss me, just sms or call me =P

Mutants RulE9:33 PM