Mutants

Friday, September 22, 2006

i really dunno what's up, but my blogger page is in chinese!. might as well just leave it as such since my chinese exam is coming soon. =D

it's been a long time. it's not that i dun have anything to blog but sometimes i just don't feel like it. the end of year exams are soon just about a week away. i haven't completed my preparations yet though. many things have happened since i last posted a post. Although training has stopped, i feel as though i miss it. as least it brought enjoyment to me sometimes.

honestly, i don't know where to begin or what to say. i'm just doing it out of 'wasting time'. things are really getting complicated, for me. there are times where you wanna say smth to someone but it's just that difficult. well, the choice is mine ultimately so i still have to make a decision, time shall tell the outcome.

that's another story.

sometimes i feel that i don't really fit into the school. maybe it's because i've been too attached to my previous school. but that should ought to have worn out after sometime right? so maybe it's the people in school. i really don't know what i'm doing in JC but it's not smth i really despise or hate either. i've realised that at times, it's best for you to just take things as they come. don't get too worked up over smth in the future as eventually you'll have to face it. my school mates are cool. at least those that i know. but some are just so cold to you even though you share the same classroom with them most of the time. should i pity them? nah. i've decided to let them be coz i have better things to do =D

actually my life in JC is like a mystery where everyday i find out smth new about someone or something. it's a big community out there. not like in my sec sch days where practically everyone knows about everyone else. maybe it's that openess that i miss.

waD about the rest of my buddies you're wondering? haha. we still keep in contact of coz. even though all the birthday celebrations are over. did i tell you about aaron's bdae at seoul garden? thankx to kiat's idea, the meal cost us $30 each. nvm, that's over already and we did have fun. we still meet up once in a while. about once every 1 or 2 weeks. just last week we went to watch the banquet not bad. there were just the 4 of us andy, MJ, JH and me. we caught the 11.20 show. damn late. the show also ended late too. it lasted about 2hrs.

hmm.. that's all i have for you guys(i think no one come here also. i also don't give a damn) for this episode. i'll give you an update when time is on my side.

lastly, wish me luck in my coming promos and hope i have to chance to do what i have been wanting to do =D

bUaiz.

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