Mutants

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

haIz. todae is a suay day fer me.

went fer training in the morning. jogged first then went down to row. then during our break we were talking. then i said

ken: jeanette you can keep up with me ma.

jean: but at the back cannot le. you pace with derick la.

derick(bloody fker): he cannot catch up with me one la.

then we just diam diam. let him say waD ever he want la.

then we go row. all start together. then i was leading man. fking derick was losing to me. then i had to capsize just about 4 bouys from the ending point. fk man. then derick row past me laughing.

derick: YES! win already!.

fking lame shyt ass. there was obviously no way he could hae catch up. yanhan told me he was 4 bouys behind me. and that was like 100m. was damn pissed la. oh well. i'm not the sore loser. it's clear who won that round. then swim back and rest.

then the next 2km. could really get a good start. coz kanna backwashed by the t2 and k2. oh well. the feeling wasn't really there. the fking derick was too far to catch up too. i tried though. row finish. then cool down. then go back and do exercise. after that got debrief by cher. then fkign derick was there saying ' yay i won the regarta ( the name of my boat ) '.

fk ya man. you and yeelee have been infront of me all the time up til todae. and so happen i won you. so it's not like you weren't infront of me before man. so there's nothing to be happy about man. instead you should have gone around saying 'yay, i fking lost to a regarta'.

coz that's smth that has not happened before. furthermore a k2 by right, should be faster than a k1. fking no skill guy. always blaming yeelee. different catergory still talk so much. he was pissing me all the while man. why did he have to follow us to the toilet. oh yah. i fergot. he's got no other frens. can't blame him tough.. should blame on his aggnorant and show off attitude. was so reliefed when he left. bloody fker been pissing me off. don't know if he's doing it on purpose or if he's really stupid not to be aware of other people.

i guess the 2nd choice is the more likely one.

slack summore la. row like so relaxed liddat. i think yeelee did most of the work.

knn. i could have hit 11 min todae.

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sian. at least i know waD i'm capable of.. unlike a week ago where i was dying and struggling. i guess i gotta get the strokes right. sian. i also dunno why i capsize. i onli know my paddle went in too much and i couldn't recover. sad.

it was a perfect run fer me, in terms of the situation. but it had to go bad. i'll reflect..

i know i can do it again. and i'm jolly well gonna do it again. so that bloody basket better watch out.

ok. finish liao. actually got another thing. but other dae then sae.

bUaiz. wish that all my suay-ness gone =D

Mutants RulE6:06 PM

Sunday, November 26, 2006

omg. i'm having a serious problem with my blogger. a real big issue with it. and the only issue..

it's been bugging me but i forget about it everytime i blog finish.

it's just that my blogger is in CHINESE!.

argh. and some of my webpages are too. i think my google is too. imma too laxy to figure how to fix it myself. so if anyone happens to know, please please let me know k? =D thankX.

ok. here's the low down of my weekend. i totally slacked at home on fridae then went to pick my sis up from her hostel at night with my mum.

and on sat, it was sentosa day. the day we have been planning and waiting fer. we initially had about 20 people. but in the end only 13 came. some people pulled out last minute with stupid excuses. it really gets on my nerves coz it's not easy doing the organising and i don't think that those people appreciate what we are doing. well, the next thing i'm gonna help organise is a ban list to ban those people who perpetually try to screw up the class outings. and i think i already have a few potential candidates in mind. those baskets..

anyways, there was fitrah, azizah, miao, pearline, siti, andy, aaron, billy, eddy, gerald, najeeb and me.

i guess you must be wondering waD happened during our short stay there. well, here's a preview.

nothing much happened.. i swear! =D

we had lots of fun there. eating, playing, swimming, drowning, splashing water and.. more drowning. but unfortunately none managed to drown successfully. sigh. we can always try again next time =D

after that we washed up then went to vivo. oh yah. we took the wrong bus before that and took a tour of sentosa. we walked around vivo. it was another trip down boring lane for me. couldn't keep my eyes open too. then we had dinner at mac at harbourfront. then went home. sleep sleep.

todae is sundae. i'm so sad i can't go rowing tml coz no one will be there to 'look after' us at macritchie. sad.. now i really have nothing to do. my buddies are still in school man. i guess i should go orchard and get myself lost for the next few days.

besides that, i'm up for grabs! =P

watched casino royale with my parents todae. and met lisan too. long time nv talk to her liao. nvm, i'll have the chance soon. =D the show was alright. it was not really those 'keep you at the edge of your seat' kind of movie but was worthwhile. oh yah, i took a leak at the wrong time and when i came back to the cinema, people were already strolling out.. diaox right? hehe. my mum told me the ending was nothing much though.

gtg now. dinner. then have to find smth to do later. and tml. and tml..

bUaiz.

Mutants RulE7:09 PM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

yoz. imma back.

imma tired todae. so tired..

went rowing yest morning. it was more like slacking man. but i did learn some stuff out of it. went home. then slept. then plae game. was not feeling too well. not really sure why. had stomach ache too. maybe it's the sun that sucked the life out of me. kinda knocked out when i went to bed last night.

todae. forced myself out of bed. i was still pondering and hesitating whether i should go for training. i thought i tried my luck and see if i could still train. was dozing off in the bus. had a run in the morning then went down in the water to row for abour 2hours. heyz, i improved today. my timing has improved since the last time on tuesday i think. and i'm happy about it. but not so happy too coz i feel i can do better. nvm i will do better the next time. and after the rowing, the onli thing that i can say is my ass hurts!. damn it man. now i can't sit properly. oh yah. wanna know how i drank water during rowing? i stopped at the turning point and hugged the bouy. =D

waD happened next was hell. the instructions were to run the usual route, but instead of turning out, go all the way till you see an opening. oh well. just run lor. was freaking tired though. it was madness. i was with js jogging.

and we jogged, and jogged and jogged and jogged then started walking.

there were so many shit slopes. up down up down up down.

turn here turn there. wtf man. it was like running aimlessly.

hated it man.

half way through, me and js started swearing like no one's there. erm, correction, no one else was there.

so we shouted and shouted.

cursed and cursed.

finally at the 2.5km mark we turned back when we saw derick. then yeelee told us the whole route was 4km. omfg. total 8km. yeelee and bread completed it. then js, jeanette, cheryl and me started jogging back. i told myself that i would jog until the next marker then rest. but wth the fk.

jog and jog and jog. still cannot find sia. then started walking. then finally found it. it was the 2km marker. wtf man. took so long just to finish that 5oom. and what's worse is that we had another 2km of shyt left.

so jogged a bit. walked a bit. it seemed like eternity. then finally saw coach at the exit riding a bic. at first i thought it was yishin sia. then the said a big 'HI!' omg.

then he say, ' STILL WALK! JOG LA!'

no choice, jogged the rest of the way back with jeanette. was glad that it was over. and i'm not going to do it again.

PISSED~.

bUaiz.

Mutants RulE7:07 PM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

damn. had a kinda screwed up training till the point where i dun wanna talk about it.

to cut short the story, - i row too slow.

it's tough.. changes need to be made. and fast. so imma going to row almost every other dae that i'm free. oh yah.

reminder to self: don't forget to study =D

i don't really know what it takes. but i'm just going to do it. when there's a will, there's a way. so i'm sure i can do it.

that's all =D

bUaiz.

Mutants RulE6:27 PM

Monday, November 20, 2006

todae was a total shit dae. wasted my time literally doing nothing. plae some games, watch tv, listen music. the games are getting boring too. i should have gone rowing todae. i guess that's what i'm gonna do for the rest of my free days.

slept quite late last nite. at about 2am. was talking on the phone with the kayak guys. got lots of story to tell. then crap again. so woke up late this morning.

actually there's nth else to say for todae. going training tml morning. oh yah, met a fellow rower too when i was plaeing game todae. surprisingly he's going down too. so hopefully can meet him =D

that's all. bUaiz.

Mutants RulE8:20 PM

Sunday, November 19, 2006

alright. i dunno where i've stopped but i shall just start from fresh.

fridae i went to school for lessons. lessons were usual, althought i don't have the sleepy feeling anymore. reached home at about 3++ pm. had lunch then went to NorthPoint to meet up with the kayak people. did some shopping there. JinSheng went to buy condoms from Guardian as a birthdae present. haha. the woman at the counter was like asking how old he was. haha. she was just screwing with him. the rest of the peeps came then we went to ColdStorage for the food stuff. omg the bill burst $112 in total. i didn't expect it to burst lor. oh well. then took 855 to elaine's house for bbQ. had fun there. but we had lots of left over. don't know where the rest of the unopened food went. JS and me managed to cook the chicken wings. =D then we sat down and chatted. and you can be sure that a whole lot of rubbish was included.

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yah. and more. Then we played cheat. damn i guess imma just too cunning. but still not enuff to be the biggest cheater. haha. cut cake then left. managed to get on a bus then went home.

SATURDAE>
went to kallang first then transported the boats to macritchie. then had training. still took a raptor. coach refused to tell me my timings. i guess it can't be blamed. it was too horrible. oh well. my paddle entry was off. then my dad picked me up. was having a stomache. wasn't that bad though. went home then sleep.

SUNDAE>
woke up. stomach still a bit ache. slacked around. then went for training at 2.15pm. luckily i was on the dot man. many were late. had a short run then imagery then went down in the water. took a regarta todae. not sure if my spelling is correct. when i first sat into it, i thought i was on a T1. it was more stable then the raptor. i guess i'm learning fast. maybe that's why coach allowed me to use the regarta. =D thankX coach. coach didn't take my timings todae too. and oh yah. gracia, chaikee and conrad were here todae too. imma so happy to see them. hope they come more often. enjoyed rowing todae. the boat was more maneuverable too. dunno why but i love rowing in that boat. =D then after the rowing we had another run. omg. ai yah, just run la. chiong arHz. haha.

the real story begins after the debrief. and it was a mess i tell you. i really can't stand him. can't stand Mr Ego anymore. and i am sure that i'm not the only one. i guess he was too jealous. derick always is. dun get me wrong, this isn't about me. the story is, derick and yeelee was on a K2 and they couldn't row that well as their balance was off/. and as usual, derick blames yeelee. and this keeps going on till a point of no return- that is no return for derick. furthermore, js was on a K1 todae. and i guess that made derick even more jealous becoz he thinks that he rows better then js and he should be on the K1. so was if he rows better?

i rather js be the hardworking and involved guy that he is to row the K1 and make progress instead of the complacent and over confident derick to waste time and resources. fe was like insisting that he goes onto a K1. but in the first place, coach didn't choose him to row a K1. so it was very evident that he was jealous from the start.

but i didn't expect it to turn out this way. yah. then he went on to tell mr L that he wanted to row a K1. so dun want face right? after that he comes back and tell us( a few guys ) that if JS takes K1 again next training, then he also want to take one to compete with him to show that he is fast. erm, so what if he is faster? can you stop picking on others? the way he speaks is as if he is the best at everything.

"i can even take a regarta." i was really pissed when i heardhim say that coz it doesn't reallymake sense at all since he doesn't put in any effort in the first place to get to it. people work to get to where they are. not just demanding without putting in effort.

if anyone was to get on to a K1, it would be yeelee or JS coz you can really see that they are putting effort every training and you can really see from their actions that they put their heart into what they are doing.

So DERICK, if you think you are still the best then show me that you at least have a heart.

and when i was on the bus, yanhan called me to tell me he received a sms from Mr Ego. yah, he was blaming yanhan because he can't get onto a K1. omg. what more does he want to do man. i guess you nv know to what extent he will go huh? haIz, i feel sad for JS and yeelee. they are honest chaps man. but ultimately i feel the worse for Mr Ego coz in the end, he's the one who will lose out the most. ok la. i hope that this doesn't continue anymore. it doesn't do good for anyone. with the prospect of rudi quitting, i don't want the group getting any smaller than it already is.

this is more like a session fer me to say what my heart want to say about the recent happenings. but it's good to let it out. =D

ok gonna call mama then get the latest update from yanhan.

may the world come to peace.

and oh yah, wanna say sorry to the temasek sec peeps if i had given them the wrong impression coz apparently they came down to join us for training on sat in the morning when we were all sleeping >.< then again maybe it wasn't me who gave the wrong info =D oh well.

bUaiz.

Mutants RulE9:52 PM

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

todae waS a not-so-good day.

waS very tired upon reaching school. the flu has once again invaded my life. it always happens after swimming training. couldn't really concentrate during lectures todae. but still managed to get through the day. was late for school about 10 mins. then was caught without my tutorial chem. didn't even do it. lazy.

Highlight of the Dae.
ECONS lecture was fun!. this is the first time i'm saying this. and a fresh turn around for the econs tutors. they were having a debate kind lecture. so it was ofcourse interesting and the informations given were fresh and it had be jotting down notes. where usually i would be trying to avoid getting caught for falling asleep during lectures. it was damn fun. hope we have it again.

didn't go for training todae. omg. it was raining again man. and the flu wasn't gonna let up. me and yanhan were sniffing throughout maths lecture. -sniff sniff- too bad no glue.. went home after sch to sleep fer a while. supposed to plae game with yanhan. but he cont. sleeping. can't blame him. he looked reallie sick.

slacked around for the rest of the day. my 2nd uncle came over. asked me if i'm interested in going for a 1 week trekking trip in indonesia. damn i i can't. i have trainings. i really want to go!. sobx. we talked for quite some time. till about 10pm. learnt lots of things from him again. it made me rearrange my perspective on my life and the right way to go about doing certain things. but easier said than done and i still need lots more of info before i can start. i need to be more disciplined with myself. roar. where's my motivation?--

-- no motivation..

i know i'm a weird guy la. i'll find a way. somehow. not going sch tml. it's just like 1.5hr. and my travelling time to sch and back to sch is almost the same time.

k. i shall try to study.

bUaiz. miss everyone out there. =D

Mutants RulE10:38 PM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

omg. sometimes i update my blog onli to make ppl happie.

someone just told me my blog is collecting dust. well. you can come visit and suck in all the dust yvonne =D

hope you're getting this. muhahahahaha.

Mutants RulE9:17 PM

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Heyz. yo.

haha. my promos are over and the results are out. laxy to talk about my results. but promoted can liao =D currently, my life is mostly about kayak training. well. it's hard to escape from 4 days of training per week. it's OK i guess. just have 14 more training sessions this year.

training yest was fun. had to take a taxi in the morning coz my father suddenly couldn't fetch me there. sobx. $12 gone.. had a SURPRISE during training. there were 3 temasek sec ppl training with us. 2 boi 1 ger. the ger didn't look like a secondary student though. not bad looking. look like someone i know. rowed in a tiger while the 3 people from temesak rowed in advantages. they're quite good rowers. or maybe i'm just much worse. anyway, it's just like my 3rd time training in a K. not bad la hoRz. =P then we had the abs exercise. long time didn't do that liao. and it sure was tough. i think our new friends had a tougher time. Ms Choong was over there shouting. i think ruoning, john and yuansong were kinda shocked. but we're used to it. training sessions with ms choong are fun man. anyway. the next part of the story.

last nite i had a surprising dream. i dreamt that i was together with the girl from temasek. haha. must be she think too much about me liao then come and invade my dreams. muhahahahaha. i know i'm lame la. cool dream right? maybe will come true la. =D MAYBE.

k la.

this morning i reluctantly woke up and abandoned my dreams. yes, you guessed it. time for training. we took a T2 each and went for 2 triangles. following i took the raptor ( more advanced than the tiger ) and i didn't expect that i could balance on it quite well. then coach ask me to practise stroke and paddle. i think i paddled about 8 laps of 500m. tired. my palm was going sore. and my ass too. then he asked me to complete a triangle. i took a short break on the beach. then coach caught me. lol. no la he thought i capsized. yah. then liddat lor. went back then no more le. =D

k la.

hope that my maybes will come true for me some time soon. till then i will just be patient. time fer me to rest =D

bUaiz.

Mutants RulE3:13 PM